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Post by storyteller on Mar 19, 2016 23:17:11 GMT
Why do I try? I even told her at the beginning of the relationship how my life was. I'm sorry that my sister requires so much of my attention. I'm sorry I care so much for her. I'm the only reason she isn't heavily medicated in a padded room and a permanent residency in the psych ward. I don't want that kind of life for her. She wouldn't be my sister anymore and I would end up in the room right next to her.
Things were starting to go great. Kat found someone that would treat her right and take care of her. Someone she felt comfortable around. I was able to go out and have more free time. I don't understand. I treated her like a queen. She was my baby girl. But I guess I couldn't dedicate enough time for her even after my new found freedom.
I guess I'm just glad she didn't opt to have the conversation in front of Caden and Jameson. I have no idea what their thoughts are of me. I'm sorry but I don't think I can be friends with her. After what we've shared, you can't be just friends after that. I'll probably be the asshole. Whatever. I'm not going to try anymore. Even after Kat bonds with Logan, she'll still want me around and if that's too much for women then they don't deserve my time.
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